ok we are together and idk out of nowhere ive just started worrying about everything and ahh why does my mind do this
fuck i get so close to telling you i like you and i mean ive kissed you so it should be eay to just say it but for some reason i just feel like the feeling is not returned at all
I’ve cleared my head a bit, but there’s still that part of me that feels like if i just give myself in then i’ll end up exactly where I was last time, by myself and hurt.
okay so it’s 1 in the morning and so yeah. i dont know i just want reassurance that i’m not going to get hurt or something i mean i know its selfish because you havent done anything to prove that you would hurt me but always in the back of my mind i can just picture me being left alone again and i cant have that happen again so if i go further with you or if i see you again i will kiss you and like you more and it’ll just start to hurt more if anything bad happens i just dont want to end up like that again